F*ckyeahJerelJay.

(Soooo, you don’t know how amazed I was to see I spelled that right. first try. recognize suckaaas.)

On the anywho:

• I think I’m kinda done reaching. This feeling I feel is something I was trying to shy away from. This feeling I feel was something never had the guts to admit to myself wholeheartedly. This feeling I feel. Unanswered; cut out; how can I even say I know you? I won’t be trying to be a part of it. I’ll just be apart from it. May God always bless you.

EDIT. So originally this was a public post. Then the stuff I started to say started to get too painful for me to let stay out in the world forever, so I converted it into a private post. But I felt like as a blogger (on the here and there), I should convey some of what I am feeling to the public domain that is this space right here. So here you go, ponder on readers, but know that you will not understand this to the complete 100%. I doubt even 10%.

God Bless.